Hillbilly:
Your post really touched me. I can so relate to your summation of what all the asshats have done to what this religion used to be about. There just is no comparison. Like you, I hope to meet all the good ones someplace along the way again.
I did my fair share of helping out with the yard work and maintenance. A lot of it was very poorly organized, more of a 'show' like a previous poster said. Some would be working hard all day, actually getting their hands dirty and then you'd have the ueberrighteous ones showing up after their couple hours service (donut shop), and just poke around to see who exactly showed up and what they were all doing. After brief chit chat, etc. they would leave the scene without so much as lifting a finger.
What a PRIVILEGE it is to no longer be involved in that whole farce! Privilege, my ass.